worthlessness

WTF! so im 22 years old and that should mean im young but i feel like im fuckin 50 and i dont see any room for improvement. is life always gonna be this uneventful? i work for enough money to stay alive but whats the point? i could be homeless and have more to look forward to; something that could actually make me happy. sure i have friends and they're awesome. just cant spend as much time with them as i want to. i feel like im not going anywhere. im just stuck. most the time i have no emotion. just this blank stare. then people ask me what im thinking or if im OK. but the thoughts going through my head are like words to songs or wonderment about how stupid things work. im not happy and im not sad just somewhere inbetween.